‘The spirit of the medicine will lead us back’

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Clam fritters, smoked fish, and raspberry freezer jam ... these are some of the gifts Avis ‘Nalaga’ O’Brien has received from Elder Theresa Wasden for teaching her how to weave her first cedar hat.

“I took a bite of this jam and it transported me right back to childhood,” says O’Brien, who says she shared the treat with her daughter.

O’Brien has been teaching We Wai Kai and We Wai Kum Elders to weave with cedar bark on the unceded territory of the Ligwildawx peoples, one of 18 tribes of the Kwakwa̱ka̱ʼwakw.

They gather weekly for weaving, sharing food and stories in the Elders gathering space on the Quinsam Reserve and the Kwanwatsi Guwkdzi (Big House).

Wasden, who used to babysit O’Brien when she was a child, says she is in awe of O’Brien for the work she’s doing to bring cedar weaving back to the community.

“Our young people are stepping up,” she says.

The journey to weaving

For O’Brien, who’s Haida and Kwakwa̱ka̱ʼwakw, it’s been a twelve-year journey to get to a place where she’s living on her Kwakwa̱ka̱ʼwakw territory and working as a land-based cultural empowerment facilitator. She says she first learned to weave cedar in so-called Vancouver during a time in her life when she was feeling disconnected from her culture. It was the sacred medicine of cedar that led her back to herself, her identity, and her people, she says.

“It was 2010 when I learned to weave from my sister, Meghann O'Brien. Prior to that, I watched my sister weaving, but wanted no part of my culture… I still embodied the impacts of our history. I felt a lot of shame about my identity and it wasn't something that I wanted or understood,” she says.

O’Brien says working with the healing power of cedar, the shame began to lift, and she became open to her cultural practices.

Her Haida and Kwakwa̱ka̱ʼwakw cultures were not accessible to her at that time living in the city, so she engaged in what Indigenous cultural practices were accessible, including pow wow drum circles, sweat lodges and sun dance ceremonies. Even though it wasn’t her own culture, she says the experiences and relationships filled a need for spiritual connection.

Now, she’s facilitating workshops on cedar weaving, bringing the benefits of the medicine back to the community.

“I can provide the opportunity for people to see what the medicine is like, to interact with it. Even if we don’t have access to our own culture, I strongly believe the spirit of the medicine will lead us back,” she says.

Anna McKenzie, Local Journalism Initiative Reporter, The Discourse