Tan France bleached his skin at the age of nine after vile racist insults
Queer Eye presenter Tan France has confessed he tried to bleach his skin on several occasions as a child because he hoped it would prevent him from being subjected to racist abuse.
The star is fronting a new BBC documentary about colourism, entitled Tan France: Beauty & the Bleach, in which he explores issues around skin tone in the UK and in the fashion industry.
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The 38-year-old fashion designer now lives in Utah in the States with his husband and son, but returned to his hometown of Doncaster while filming the documentary.
"Growing up in Doncaster I always felt unsafe. I thought if I had whiter skin I wouldn’t be called a P*** every day," he says in the film, reported via the Mirror.
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He added: "I used to wake up thinking: ‘What trouble is my skin going to get me into today?’ It was about survival. Being able to get home without being attacked."
France said he was aware of the danger presented by his skin colour "from the day I was born" and stole bleaching cream from his sister as a nine-year-old.
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"I did it behind a locked door. It really stung. And then it felt like really bad sunburn," he said.
“I did it again when I was 16 – ashamed of my ethnicity and colour. I know now bleaching is a form of self-harm."
The documentary features France examining the spread of skin lightening treatments in the beauty world and includes a segment in which he speaks to Kelly Rowland.
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France said he hopes the documentary will help to "break the cycle that pushed me and thousands like me to bleach — and still does".
Tan France: Beauty & the Bleach airs on 27 April at 9pm on BBC Two.
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