Shaun Ryder: Heroin helped my ADHD

Shaun Ryder was diagnosed with ADHD in his 50s credit:Bang Showbiz
Shaun Ryder was diagnosed with ADHD in his 50s credit:Bang Showbiz

Shaun Ryder has claimed taking heroin made him feel "normal" while coping with undiagnosed ADHD.

The Happy Mondays frontman was diagnosed with attention deficit hyperactivity disorder - which has symptoms including restlessness and difficulty concentrating - in his 50s and he admitted it made his past behaviour make sense to him.

He told the Daily Telegraph newspaper: ā€œAs a kid, Iā€™d be constantly fiddling around, itching, twitching, struggling to concentrate, but when I took heroin it made me focused.

ā€œThese days for ADHD they give you stimulants ā€“ amphetamine and methylphenidate on prescription. Iā€™m not advising anyone to take heroin if youā€™re ADHD, but all I can tell you is that back then it made me feel normal...

ā€œItā€™s a spectrum and Iā€™ve got the version that means I canā€™t remember a thing ā€“ until autocues came along I used to stand on stage with the Mondays and start singing the third verse or whatever because I couldnā€™t keep track in my head.ā€

The 61-year-old singer has been "clean" for over 20 years but knows fans are still interested in hearing about his days of excess.

He said: ā€œIā€™ve straightened meself out. Been clean 21 years but the public still wants to hear about the drugs, drugs, drugs, rock ā€™nā€™ roll and sex. Iā€™m not sure what itā€™s like for young lads entering the business now but gone are the days when a chauffeur-driven car with weighing scales in the boot for drugs would be waiting outside the 'Top of the Pops' studio for us.ā€

The 'Loose Fit' singer has six children from four marriages and he admitted being a dad, and a husband to spouse Joanne - the mother of his three youngest children - has helped him change for the better.

He said: ā€œI love family life. Kids. Being in the countryside. Writing songs, performing. I used to get really p*****off when people on the street would yell ā€˜youā€™re twisting my melon manā€™ or ā€˜call the copsā€™. I never knew how they expected me to respond. Now, I just shout back ā€˜arightā€™ and give the thumbs-up.

"I donā€™t have a young manā€™s ego, and thatā€™s quite liberating.ā€